Note to my unborn son
My dear little bear...
There are only 4 short weeks until you are due to make your appearance into the world. I wonder if you will make it that long or if you will come before? The pains and aches grow and intensify more each passing day, as you wriggle around in there.
I grow more nervous for the day of your arrival, I'm scared in so many ways. Will you be healthy enough? Will I survive or will something go wrong? What if I dont make it? So many questions and so little answers...
Each instense pain that goes on and off I wonder is this it? Is this the start? But then it fades...braxton hicks are playing with me...
I'm curious to see what you will look like, if you'll have my eyes and nose ? I have some exciting plans for you already, so many gifts have been given and so many requests to meet you ! You will be so loved.
I just hope and pray that I will be a good mum to you, it's a scary process to change from a single 25 year old who's just finished uni to a full time mumma bear. I want you to know that I will try my very best to keep you happy and make sure that you never go hungry. I will always be there for you in times of need, when you are sick or to celebrate your success. I already adore you and havent met you yet but cannot wait to see you open your gorgeous little eyes for the first time..
My dear little bear , know that no matter what happens in life, I will always be there for you in your heart and will always love you.
All my love always
Mumma bear xx